not as cool as you.

current state of my mind.

havent flown my thoughts out there on the blog for a minute. most of my posts recently are pics of the beautiful women with blurbs. so imma go on a lil mind rant of randomness.

got a twitter? cuz i do (man not having a job u find time for so many different things) follow/holla @ me twitter.com/seanj0hn69

big ups to QUEST crew … i believe they deserved to win … i think they took it from beat freaks on the last perfromance show with their 2 sets … easily top 3/5 best performances/sets of all 3 seasons … if beat freaks had shown up just a little bit i think they could have won … but the fact that they were just ok and QUEST was amazing totally hurt their chances … they fumbled the rock at the last minute

wondercon last week definitely reminded me of how much i love the show CHUCK on NBC (mondays before Heores) … seems like i’m being drawn towards comedy tv shows nowadays … always followed chuck … but with the addition of the big bang theory and how i met your mother … and a semi urge to check out 30 rock …

speaking of heroes … how disappointing is this show … its frustrating cuz i thought it had so much potential now it seems like every damn character is set out to just annoy the fuck out of you … they need to refocus this damn show

i dunnoe to be offended or to have less confidence when people are surprised that i dont have a girlfriend … or maybe those people r just full of shiet and just adding to that awkward irrational set of questions and responses that we all go thru in conversaitons with people we see every so often … shiet im lightweight surprised to not have found anyone to spend some quality time with … i dont need reminding of that

fuck DON NELSON coach of the GOLDEN STATE WARRIORS for ruining the potential on this team with his lack of ability to be a REAL coach … sure he has what 1300 wins but the idiot has 1000 losses as well … he aint a GREAT coach he’s a gimmic coach … he caught lightning in a bottle in 2007 but he hasnt done anything positive since. until the warriors get rid of him as their coach along with possibly other people in upper management us warriors fans are doomed to another 13 year playoff drought … hell maybe even longer

lastly … i’d like a job please … thanx. it’s not even about getting paid at this point … it’s more of a mental thing … of having something to do … something to contribute to … i dunnoe this whole “recession” sucks. it’s crazy to think about how sOoo much has changed in my life in the last year … a year ago this month … i had a job … i was traveling to texas and LA … i had two grandparents … and now i have none of that.

rip. apu luis and apu aria. hope you guys are peaceful and happy together.

thats all for now.

-sean