not as cool as you.

thoughts …

so tomorrow i venture out to LA for a few hours for an interview with Interscope Records … exciting huh? I was posed with an interesting quesiton today from a couple of people … are you excited for tomorrow? (in reference to my interview)

no.

made me think … am i ungrateful? or unappreciative of the oppourutnity? i dont think so. i guess the realist in me knows that there are so many factors in job hiring and the unpredictability of things with the state of the economy today … but also it’s a bit scary … emotionally scary …

i’ve said for so long that i’ve wanted to move to LA … and i do definitely. the realness of this particular interview i guess it being my first real one since being laid off it seems like i can definitely be in reach of the job that i would seriously have to think about making the move and putting it into motion. leaving this life of security … the security of my family and all my cousins who many of them are basically friends as well its bananas to really take that in …

i have to remind myself to not let my mind fall into that … at least not until im actually offered a job …

anyways for maybe the handful of you that read this (thank you BTW) … thanks to miss luisa.be.sexy i’ll have comments on the posts … so shiet comment and let me know what u think … agree disagree … requests for blogs for me to bang out on? cuz hell who doesnt like giving their opinion on things?

so yea holla at me. more pics. more news. more everything to come.